/sigh. I wish this was a lie but I'm starting to feel the truth.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Oh btw, friends, I'm not feeling this song. I'm scared to know that this song might be dedicated to me. I hate that I have to know everything or else it kills my brain. I just want to sleep and never wake up again because I don't want to know the truth anymore. Why is it so hard?