23.12.10

This is ridiculous.
I do not want to have anything to do with you and him. I don't want to be part of your conversations. I don't even want you to talk about me and say my name. Just leave me alone for now. I'm staying away from my damn celphone. maybe. I don't know.


MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS! THIS FEELS GREAT! 
IF YOU WANT HER BACK, WHY DID YOU LET HER GO IN THE FIRST PLACE? IF YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH, WHY DIDN'T YOU FUCKING WORK ON YOUR RELATIONSHIP AND DO WHAT YOU'RE DOING NOW SO YOU WOULDN'T BE WITH ME TODAY, YOU'D BE WITH HIM?! WHY THE FUCK DO I NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS NOW?! I DON'T FUCKING GET IT. FUCK. YOU. FATE.
FUCK. YOU.
THIS IS NOT FUCKING FAIR ANYMORE. I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE THIS.

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