2.1.11

SETH. my cousin, best friend, cancer fighter.

you’ve been through so much for a young soul and it’s just plain fucking amazing. you are so strong and i know it’s your 2nd round of cancer but you still stay positive and you fight to stay strong no matter what. you don’t lose hope and your faith in God gives me so much hope. you’re one of the people in my life who i can’t live without because you tell me the right things at the right time and you know how to reason out with me. if there’s one person in this whole world who knows me best, that’s you buddy. you know my secrets, my struggles, my thoughts, etc. i can tell you anything and you won’t take it against me. you’ll actually help me through things even if it’s difficult for you.
you’re a quiet fellow, total opposite of me (the rowdy son of a bitch), and i think that’s why you know how to handle me because you have so much control over yourself.that’s why admire you because of your control over things. you know how to stay calm and just think about your actions before you do them. that’s why you’re hardly in trouble or placed in difficult situations.
people need to understand that you’re patient, caring, loving, and understanding. you sacrifice your comfort to help others more than yourself. you’re not selfish or rude. you’re smart (and i mean SMART) and you’re logical. i’ll never forget last year when you flew to london just to take care of me…. and you followed me back here in paris and still took care of me. you will always having my undying love and support, bro. i know that you’ve been through your own pains when you were younger and that’s what makes you special, man. you were able to fight all that negativity and look at you now? you’re just an amazing person and i wish i could do the same thing you did.
i look up to you seth. you’re my hero.

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